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Wednesday, 27 May 2015

Lost Boys

8 young boys
went of to war,
Their heads held high
As they left Belfast's shore

4 men returned,
Their heads to the floor
4 friends they lost
And so much more.

2 men stand slowly,
As a tear runs down each face,
They think of all he lost
And this their resting place.

1 French field looks empty,
But all is not as it seems,
As just beneath the surface
Lies boyhood shattered dreams.

©spor

Sunday, 24 May 2015

The Constant Struggle

As the secondhand
Falls
From 12 to 6
So to do I
My mind fogs
My heart sinks
While my body
     Slowly
Crawls away to the nearest dark corner
In the emptiness
     I hide
Facing nothing but my own fears
The tortures of my mind
After I am done
     Exhausted fatigued
My eyes twitch
And my limbs jerk
With rapid convulsions
I show Myself
     My True self
Stripped bare of all pretence
The energy required to be Who you want
     GONE
I am what I appear to be Myself
     Broken
Then
Then I sleep
As the clock hands fight gravity
Scaling the rock face from 6 to 12
     I recharge
Clawing at every ounce of energy I can
With every breathe
     Until tomorrow...


Friday, 22 May 2015

Life pretending...

Through thoughts and fears,
Blood sweat and tears,
I struggle on.

No fight or flight response required,
No heads or tails,
No success without fails,
But I struggle on.

I have no choice,
No need to decide,
This is my life,
From which I hide,
Still,
still I struggle on!


©Spor

Monday, 11 May 2015

The light has gone

This eclipse
It never ends
The guiding beacon which one depends
Is lost
In the dark
The heart beats silent
And
Alone.


(C) Spor