What I need
I need some help deciding
As I'm not really sure what I need
I have this void
This emptiness
A hole that needs to be plugged
The part that was there
Is now missing
I lost it when it broke in two
Since then I feel I've been leaking
My inner self pouring out into view
I slowly struggle to pull myself together
To try and put things back
As they were
An exercise I know is pointless
But I know not what else to do.
I need some help with deciding
The best course of action to take from here
Do I need experts to patch up the damage
In a more permanent way than mine
Do just let my insides keep pouring
Until I know not who I am
Patch the whole with steel and iron
And over time fill myself up again.
Do I start a search of epic adventure
To find a plug like the one which I lost
Or do I go as I am and keep hiding
How I feel
Who I am
What I've lost.
I need some help with deciding
I don't know which direct to turn
All roads look just like this last one
Which at first seemed to be the best to take.
Until out of no where a dead end
And to late to do a u turn
I ve put the energy in to then building
A new road not really a bypass
But this new road has come to a cross roads
And it's not one of my construct
I need some help with deciding
And a lift and a push
Cause I'm stuck.
